The silence

Affirmation and conformation
Deciphering beats

Are you pissed at me?
There is no need to be

Was that a tune on deaf ears?
A message left in a bottle

The text legible here and there
Everyone has problems

Even on a beach in paradise
Redemption applies some assume

Drenched in yesterdays
The Manipulation of quiet

Deciphering silence
Big dreams and hope remain

Scattered in ripped up pieces
Tossed about like ice cubes

Broken little stories
In a big distorted picture

A silent movie played in slow motion
Recycling emptiness

Irritating
silent subtleties

Better to suffer in silence

Suffer in silence
Empathy is a lost art
Compassion hard to stomach
Their eyes clouds over
When they hear the word I
They drift off with the word me
The response delayed
As they tune the violin
Inevitable really
Behind a beautiful façade
Painted on crystallization
The ritual of how have you been
Relentless intensity
Before their story can begin
Axiomatic apathetic curiosity
Unless it is lusciously dirty
Unique as to be worthy
In the game of one up man ship
Better to suffer in silence
Empathy an illusion
Compassion a tool
Everything said relayed
Accompanied by a violin
Dissimulated to a multitude

Narcissistic Schizophrenic

Narcissistic Schizophrenic
Please help me god
To understand the female mind
Wanting you to respond instantaneously
One second before they ask the question
Other times not wanting you to respond
Because the timing is wrong
Tossing innuendo down
Giving you hell when you respond to late
Giving you hell when you respond to fast
Giving you hell when the response is silence
Then giggling and saying act normal!
Please help me god to understand
When they want you to do something
When they want it done
Where to respond and how
To understand a narcissistic mind
To predict the wants of the schizophrenic
It is better to take the an enemy intact
In an impractical war says Sun Tzu
Machiavellian is in their nature
Treacherously covetous in their personality
We love it when they win
The secret of a sound defense
Is knowing when to attack
Being prepared to lose
Please help me god to know when
To know when to let them win
As to seem serendipitous
To hear the giggling
And the voice says act normal
Pushing you away one second
And then pulling you back the next
Asking questions at the same time
Telling you to shut up
We love it when they win