Authenticating

Authenticating what is

Recognizing love to make sure it is real

Hidden between no doubt and what ever

Alternate fiction just a drama being play out

Emblematic representation of perfection

Just a straightforward girl who meets an undemanding boy

A simple relationship tossed in complicated

Recreating reality with a flashmob

The blow back beating the drum

Sounding like screams in the rain

It is fun but it hurts

Authenticating the love

Confirming that it is genuine

Making it feel valid

Before the mob can change the real

Giving Juliet a make over

Faking the appeal

Sliding real between no doubt and what ever

Sophisticated manifestation  imaginary fiction

Fog

Crisp air tainted white

Hanging over the morning

The past obscure

The future obstructed

Bitchy Angels scream at the sun

Pinching the clouds with thunder

Wondering where yesterday has gone

Lamenting about everything

A fog ascends

Erasing reality

Washing the future and the past away

Bitchy angels descend

She says in that smoothing voice

She is perfect for you

The timing wasn't right

She was you years ago

The angel tilts her head slightly

Fading as the fog burns away

Memories lingers

The future is bright yet tainted

Hate

Whispers

Don't think I would live this long

Patience to pay old debts

Pardons is not redemption

For the pain I have caused

To all the people I have hurt

Intentions not an excuse

It's hard to believe

It's hard to let go and breath

Only thing with a heart beat

Are the shadows on the wall

Every ballad written in regret

Feel all the hate inside

Feel no pain

Your Halfway There

I don't care if you want to go
I do a little
I can't lie
Your halfway there
Living in this lie
Rain falls black
And the sun shines through
If you end your life
That is up to you
Just by living
Your dying a little everyday
So have a good life
And die your good death
Live for today and tomorrow too
I don't care if you want to live
Your halfway gone anyway
Living to find the truth
Rain falls turning the black to gray
The sun shines through the gloom
Just by living your winning
If you decide to go on
That is up to you
Dying a little every day
Pushing the adrenaline
a little more  each day
Compacting
What drives you to end your life
Has the pain become unbearable
Is it the insanity of not fitting in
Never being on the inside
Always being an outsider
What was tiger that pushed you
Just by living your halfway there
Cheating death
The reaper smiles
Those delusional fools

in the fall

Why do I think of you in the fall

Why are you on my mind

When the summer ends

Flowers are a memory

The trees are so colorful

Gone with one good wind

Didn't know what to say

When these words came

So poetic and lyrical

They could be words in a song

Is there more then the obvious

Is all the jaded bitter in the way

Why do you think of me in the fall

When there is a bite in the air

The world looks a little gray

Shadows at night get long

Days become short

Analyzing reality

Why do I think of you in the fall

Why are you on my mind

When the world becomes colorful

The harvest is plentiful

The world gets silent

Snow falls turning color to white

Crusade

Infidel and Muslim

Working together for your demise

Enemies yesterday

Friends in a cause today

Ideals so extreme

It turns blood feuds to brothers

Mortal enemies to family

Eagles and falcons

Screaming over head

Hot is their anger

It turns sand to glass

Scorching meat from bone

For all those piles of heads

If god wills it

You won’t suffer

As you made others suffer

Their outcry will make your ears bleed

Their agony will burn your eyes

Their suffering will crush thee soul

Judgement spoken

A thousand life times

Walking on molten glass

One day the sun will set

The sand will again be cold